Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Please god see me thru all this~

i can't take it anymore~

its christmas and i'm all alone~

Maki threw me at home~

earlier on~

he wore a shirt~

i asked him~

why is he wearing one when he normally doesn't wear~

his reply was that he was cold~

then after a short nap later~

I woke up to find that he's gone~

I cried~

i spammed his phone~

spammed his phone 2756894236 times~

no one answered~

all that got thru was the cold sound of ringing~

Nothing else happened~

When finally the phone rang~

i picked up~

its his sis~

My heart crashed~

Thanks Maki~

Thanks for crushing my heart leaving me all bloodied~

I'm lost~

I'm neglected~

I'm unwanted~

I'm just Trash~

I'm just a useless bitch~

I'm alone~

I'm bloodied~

This will be a silent night for me~

as i sleep eternally in peace~

ciaoz~


_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 9:23:00 pm__


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